Okay, I know it's been awhile since I've been online and all. But still
I have a boyfriend still, His name is John.
Today, is our One Year anniversary.
But he can't be here with me...
His mother and father are divorced, and share custody.
He's at his dad's house this weekend.
I really hoped we could go to the Peanut Parade/Festival today. Together.
It's kind of sad. :\
I wish he could be here with me. I only get to hang out with him every other weekend.
We have classes together in school, but because school is so closely monitored we can't do anything showing "PDA" (Public display of affection) Even girls can hug each other without having to go to ISS (In school suspension)
I really miss him. Last night was a dance, and I decided to pull a prank on one of my guy friends. I told him that John and I broke up. (Even though we didn't really break up) and He asked me to the dance. I told him no, but we're really good friends and all and we hurt eachother sometimes just to be funny. He said, "Oh, you want to go to the dance with me." And I said, "No, not really" And he pinched my arm fat and told me I was going with him, so I was like, Okay.
Eventually he stopped hanging out with me and hung out with his football friends.
So I went and I hung out with some of my fellow band friends. A tuba player and a saxophone player, and the tuba player's neighbor.
Eventually we got bored so we started playing truth or dare. Well, I started off doing little dares, and then it got to, "Go hit that guys butt and walk away like nothing happened," Or, "Tell that girl she looks sexy, and grab her butt" Stuff like that, which I was like, Okay fine I guess.
Then my friend got dared to kiss me...
I'm dating someone though. And they didn't care. We were in a big group of people, and Everyone saw. So. That sucks. I indirectly cheated on John even though I honestly didn't want to.
At the end of the dance, the guy that kissed me told me he liked me.
I just needed to get all of that out of my system.